Dear Diary,

I hate her! I try to escape but i always see her, stood there smug. That scralet blood pumping round her body, her skin tanned and warm, i hate for it! But most of all, i'm worried! Worried what will happen to me and family, me and Emmett, Edward, Alice, Carlisle and Esme and my brother Jasper. What will happen if Bella is a pig if they break up and tells that that thing Jacob. I miss my life as a human, of coure i'm grateful to Carlisle for tuerning me into a vampire.I would of died if he hadn't done it. But i can't believe my fiancee Royce, Rocye King, beat me up and left me for dead. But still i'm happy i have found Emmett. My true love, the one i love with all my unbeating heart. I know i come across as a pig, but when things like this happens, i get all worried and i can't smile or joke otherwise i go an get urges for blood. But anyway, I can not belive Carlisle wanted me to be with Edward. Ok, he's nice as like a BROTHER but never as a boyfriend or a soul mate. Emmett's macho but also has a heart of gold and in the morning he's like a big grizzly bear. (There his favourite!) Maybe he's turning into one because he eats so many of them!

I better go, Emmett wants me!

Rosa
xxx